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Who the fuck thought exams are OK?

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     Honor code became a widespread activity in universities that try to ensure ethical conduct and academic integrity. Nevertheless, experts’ opinions varied regarding whether it is an efficient system or not . In their articles entitled “The Increasing Relevance of Honor Codes” and “Why colleges should ditch honor codes” by Kimberly Yavorski and Susan Greenberg, respectively, each of the authors presented his standpoint regarding honor codes. While Yavorski thought that they were relevant, Greenberg affirmed their impracticality. Even though the purpose of the “code of academic ethics” is to enforce academic integrity, it pressures students in a way that glorifies the value of “A” more than the process of learning. Experts looked for the most effective way to secure academic integrity. In my perspective, universities in general shall direct their interest from how to enforce academic integrity to how to make students favor learning over grades.      The honor code is an old
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Me to me

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What's going on? Could this be my understanding It's not your fault I was being too demanding I must admit It's my pride that made me distant All because I hoped that you'd be someone different There's not much I know about you Fear will always make you blind But the answer is in clear view It's amazing what you'll find face to face I turned away because I thought you were the problem Tried to forget until I hit the bottom But when I faced you in my blank confusion I realized you weren't wrong, it was a mere illusion  It really didn't make sense Just to leave this unresolved It's not hard to go the distance When you finally get involved face to face
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Let’s talk satisfaction

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  At these times in the year, Seasonal Affective Disorder arises and becomes more common. Regarding myself, I start that segment of time intending to achieve some goal I set. Still, throughout, I only feel the lack of satisfaction despite attaining goals. Satisfaction has never crossed my yard due to the continuous development of the merit. I always aim for top-tier purposes, achieve them, de-satisfy myself for not doing better. I’ve been stuck in that loop for years, never found my desire, or stated an end for that shit. On such occasions, I usually meditate, relieving myself from the thought of being ‘Not Worthy’. Now I will just accept the fact and the pain and let them swallow me alive.
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Almost Hate Speech

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      For your satisfaction doing anything in your life, you’ll need to sacrifice some shit. Since I’m a shitty-hopper guy, I’ve written this as a message for my older/ younger self, maybe sending a very-fast-spacetime-data-transfer method [ concept I just made, but it looks cool ] will be found. I’ll forward this message to myself, I dunno. You can never stop hopping, tl;dr: please redirect your hopping better. But please fucking read the whole letter, bitch.       First of all, do you know how many new opportunities can be found on the same topic? Like if you focused on a branch’s specifications, you’ll discover hopping among them pretty impressive. You always get bored, but that’s because you limit your vision on the topic’s spectrum. Just go Fourier-transform the subject. You’ll find an infinite variety of whole new &different waves, and you can fucking hop among them too! Instead of just hopping from STEM to Arts, you can get within the various STEM fields, or even with differ
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More is no good

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       An intuitive mind gives you many glorious opportunities throughout your life, but what do you pay in contrast? Having many options. This payment, if got SWOTted a lot, will count it as an opportunity but is it? I’ve always had a lot of that shit in my life, I had multiple options, and sometimes they’re all right, but freedom of choice isn’t still fair.      Even though I fucking hate it, Apple has her philosophy concerned on that topic. Why give clients many new phones and models every year while we can only provide them with one? Why give them a specific description of each piece of hardware while we can just tell them that it takes cool pics in mirrors? They just play it simple. They won’t ask you for the dish you wanna eat, but they’ll cook your favorite recipe flawlessly. In contrast, some android companies like Samsung and shit just throw up like thousand phones each year with no stable optimization for all, so the  average  person will just get frustrated and go with fewer
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Recursion of Satisfaction

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 The young shitty kid grew up, and his mind started to be built up, the brain is developing, hope as well. He begins with the first need of a lollipop to require more sophisticated shit, fuck endorphins, fuck serotonin, fuck oxytocin, and FUCK you dopamine.   I lurked my early life in random places. I never knew what I really liked. There is always that warm place that you get anxious from the fear of messing it. In 9th grade, I started my stabilizing [ laughs in pain ] process. I started my first loop; I found that high school for  eXcElLiNg sTuDeNts , which seemed an exciting opportunity, and fuck me, it was the start of my mind’s otherworldly state of infinite dilemma. I’m the perfectionist who never reaches perfection, seeking stability is my aim, or I thought it is. Luck has been in my side a lot of times, starting with the bypass of this trashy school’s application exam, I thought that I’d found my way to the route of happiness, turned out that it was the first ring getting tosse
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Hello World

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